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Still alive. :P Ugh

Yesterday I had my first dose of shingles vaccine. Today my body is a miserable aching puddle

Also we took our dog to a "dog beach" yesterday, and she was terrible, lunging at everyone. I think we lasted 4 minutes, before we dragged her back to the car. I've been clinging to a fantasy where she evolves into a well-adjusted, happy creature, and she can coexist with strangers. Now I'm grieving the fact that this will never happen. She's a liability in public places, and she can never, ever be off-leash unless it's a familiar, controlled environment.

I'm still not working (boooooo), and I don't understand how every minute of the day is packed with obligations. How is this even possible, right now?? Dog + groceries + basic bike rides + language class + bureaucracy + finances + personal hygiene + house cleaning + I don't even know.

Low energy, low motivation. At night I've been sewing, and playing the Mario Galaxy rereleases. Things will get better, and I'll post more later. Going through a "rough patch" now :(